POETRY 5
ACROSTIC FOR A WOMAN I DO NOT KNOW NAMED KELLY
Keep a part of you just for me.
Each moment is our eternity.
Live your dream and your dream is your
Life. I offer all of me to
You. You. Who I do not yet know.
ALL I KNOW
Ate breakfast
Brushed teeth
Ate lunch
Ate dinner
Brushed teeth
Drank beer
Went to sleep
That’s all I know.
BEYOND, A SESTINA
When our years step from dust of time
And slip into those ceaseless tides
Of light that flow inside our minds,
We journey through the silver moon,
Lead by stars like the wise of old,
To that lost sea with waves of gold.
We step from mires of earthly gold—
Let others spend their precious time
Chasing wealth’s elusive tides—
Live on coins we mint with in our minds
Pay homage to our sun and moon,
Sing praises like in days of old.
Because we sing we are not old:
We live forever in clouds of gold,
High above the troubled mountains of time,
Beyond grasp of illusion’s tides
That pound suffering sand of minds
And shift our shores with passing moon.
We live beyond the beams of moon
Where light of stars is not yet old
As diamond echoes in a sea of gold,
Untainted by the muddy river time—
Clear crystals floating through rainbow tides,
Reflecting fire from beyond our misty minds.
Beyond this clouded pool of minds
That passes through the beams of moon
Knowing only ebb of young and flow of old,
There’s an age where every now is gold
Luster, undimmed by scales of time,
Pearled by love’s eternal tides.
Beyond these wave of generations tides
Beyond the dreams of suffering seeking minds
Beyond the pull of waxing waning moon
Beyond these days of young and old
Beyond this ball of sand and gold
Beyond this birth and death in time
Beyond the seas of gold and shores of time
There are tides of star filled gold
Raised by the moon of fertile minds.
BOAST TO A KLINGON
I AM THE KAYMER ROUGE OF YOUR IMAGINATION
I AM GENOCIDE KICKING
ROBIN THIGHS TOWARD
THE FIRES OF TOMORROW
I AM SYNTHAHAL DRIPPING
LIKE RAIN FROM YOUR EAVES.
I AM THE KHYBER PASS OF YOUR FEARS
SHRINKING
YOUR BALLS TIGHTER
THAN NUCLEAR WINTER
SPAWNED BY A HEATHEN EQUATION
I AM THE ENCRYPTION OF
ALL YOUR NIGHT MARES
POLLED BY A MAN
WITH SEVERAL PENNIES
INTO THE BLINKING PUPIL
OF TOMORROW
I AM THE STORY YOU
WERE GOING TO TELL
THE GRANDKIDS
BUT YOU FORGOT.
I AM THE HOLLOW ECHO OF
GRANITE BONES AND
ASHES ON THE PIT
GRILL STICK OF THE MILLENNIUM.
IF YOU CHALLENGE THESE WORDS
MAKE A SONG OF YOUR OWN
LET CACOPHONY AND MUSIC HARMONIZE.
BY THE SPHINX ROCK SOUTH OF CANNON BEACH
In silence
Grey clouds
Move north
Leave blue sky
And sunlight
Pouring through
The mist
Seen in front
Of shadows
By the cliffs of
White crystal
Fissured ebony
By the cliffs of
Blue pink green
Frescoed sandstone—
The pallets from which
Pigments are smeared
By the knife of the tide
Stroked by brushes of waves
Mixed with the oily winds
Onto a canvas of shimmering sands.
COOKIES
Sugar bones
Hone the hearts
Of happiness.
DECEMBER 30, 2002 TRANQUILITY BASE
Tonight the moon is deaf
And the sun came up
With its eyes closed.
White cold tears fell
And spring drank deeply
Of dreams of sun.
DOG-EARED ETERNITY
Feelin’ real thin
Like my bones been picked
But my loss
Is my asset
I get used to living
Without my heart
My lungs are only
A vital sound—
A tic in the
Dog-ear of eternity
DREAM FRAGMENT
Welcome to the realm of dreams
Where nothing matters much it seems—
No action is required
To know truth in any part
Of this singular realm of dreams
Where matter’s nothing much it seems.
DREAM OF MORNING
Clouds ring across highland
Flowered valleys
Vapor rises
From trees
With beams of rising sun
Wind whispers
Brittle melodies
Through needled boughs
The heart beat of night
Quickens into dawn.
A chorus of dewdrops
Lighten slowly the blades of grass
On which they have gathered
Through the night.
We search for the castle
Of Andromeda
Amongst the voices
In the stones
Whose shapes
Left behind on grainy
Shores remind us
We’ve been here before.
Let us awaken
The Highland memories
Locked in the towers of our souls
Let us awaken
The Highland memories and
Unlock the power of our whole.
Let us whisper again
Like rain drops
Along the edge of shallow seas.
Let us search for lens
To magnify the echoes
Of early morning bird songs
In harmony with the north side
Of the mountain.
May our hearts beat
As brightly as the rising sun
Resonate like spiral
Echoes through us as one.
The hum of bees blankets
The mountain, a thick
Comforter under which
A heart of honey beats
EVOCATION OF THE MUSE URANIA
Acrostic for Rikki
From the Source of stars man may never name
Rays of your fire, unprismed, shine
Earthward into this mind of clay.
Draw me outward into your clarity
Radiant being of celestial light and
Into tune with your etheric song.
Caress this corporeal pen with
Kisses from your dozen mouths in heaven;
Around my words guide your wise lips.
Allow my tongue to sing your knowing
Narrate the passing of your ten fingers
Near the harp strings of my heart.
Grant me union with your chords beloved
Urania, fill my dusty echoes with your praises,
New songs for earth bound ears to lead them
Nearer the light of your uncountable eyes.
EXIT
Comb the egress
For mutation.
FANTASY HAIKU
Today I saw you and I running
Naked through the waves
Holding hands with stars.
FIRST VERSE OF DON’T WANT A WOMAN BLUES
Don’t want a woman still growin’
Don’t want a woman all grown up
Don’t want a woman acts like my momma
Don’t want a woman acts like a wife
O Lord I want a woman
But I don’t want her life
Don’t want a child
Don’t want a crone
Don’t want a mother
Don’t want the thrown
FOR A NUDE MIME NAMED KAT 1994
An aura of sweet mystery
Surround the paths
The heart takes
On its journey
To its genesis—that smooth quivering tip
That shudders
The miming universe
Into eternity.
FOR LEEANN
When I write of love
All words are for
All I love
Each flakes a finer edge
On the blade
That pierces
The skin between
Me and you
And always.
12/27/2002
FOR NIXON AND ORWELL
Shred
Burn
Revise
Set the record
Record the lie to serve the end.
FOR PATTY THOMPSON ON NEW YEARS MORNING 1999
Parting space ahead with your heart
All your dreams come as true as
The truest course you chart.
Testing water well before you dive
Yields another and another breath
That keeps the heart alive
Here are the days we live, now,
Our only home—and the love we get
Magnifies the love we give.
Perseverance furthers accomplishing
Season’ mission—in their
Own time they bear fruit, abolishing
Negative encounters with the Borg.
FOUND POEM CHANNEL 3 NEWS 1/17/1998
"A huge blond guy with brownish hair . . .."
FOUND POEM
Quote from TV newscaster 11/15/97
"It burned up in the atmosphere
and landed safely in the ocean."
FRAGMENT
Bend with the river
Flow with the tide
Become one with the Giver
Living inside.
FRIENDS 1994
Those you have yet
To meet
Those you have yet
To greet
Those you will never
Meet or greet
Those you have known
Forever
Those you have known
Since you knew people
Those who helped
Those who hindered
Those who spoke and
Those who’s silence
Lead to new beginnings
Those with whom you
Made love
Those with whom
You didn’t
Those who are now
Ashes and worm food
Those who will draw
Their last breath
After you do
All are treasures
Equal in the chest
Of my heart.
GOT ME
Got me some simple earth carpet
Couple of guns and knives
Hanging from the wall.
Lots of old pictures
Books that I’ve hauled
To my cabin of glory
My tranquility base
By saving me
I save us all.
HARD ADVICE TO MYSELF
If the center will not hold
Then neither will the edge
And the tortured vocabulary
Of belief
Will shatter into a shuddering
Incongruous shower
Of sparks—the space
Between those stars
Is the udder of your mind.
Assimilation is futile---you too will die.
HAIKU
On singing sands
Shuffled steps
Echo starlight.
HUH?
Laughing man laughs
At love’s gone by
Haywire strata
Of bold confusions
Blithering neuron monkeys
Battling and bottling
Fusions
Dropping jewels
And turds
On the path toward salvation
Impatient are the swallows
To starvation
Gently rocking
The eyelids to dust.
IN GREEN INK UPON TURNING FIFTY
The voice of experience
Speaks from within
The voice of experience
Speaks from without
The voice of experience
Is a whisper
The voice of experience
Is a shout
The voice of experience
Is pitched high
The voice of experience
Is pitched low
Sometimes you swing
And miss
Sometimes you swing
And hit
Sometimes you
Don’t swing at all
The memory of experience
Is long
The memory of experience
Is short
The memory of experience
Is changing
The memory of experience
Is fixed
The memory of experience
Is adaptable
The memory of experience
Is tyrannical
The memory of experience
Precedes the peak experience
The memory of experience
Is preserved after peak experience
JUNIPERS
Drink mainly in the winter;
Roots filigreeing soil
Below the surface
A foot or two.
LATE APRIL 1981
The cloudy days of late April
Hang sullen the sky
Their lashes rarely
Dropping tears;
Their lids graying
With the inevitable
Shadow of spring
Winds bending
Grey blue juniper tops
Stretching heads
To suction
Infusions of moisture
With their roots—
--the wind
Between sea and sky
Opens seed beneath soil.
Buds, opening, opening
Fallopian focus
In the tide pools
Of tomorrow’s
Closing
Promises—condensing around
The claws of
Yesterday
Blowing all
Dust into the
Tides and waves
Of today.
LOCKS?
I’ve never worn out a key chain.
But I’ve worn out a lot of keys.
My head is in the heartland.
My heart is north of my knees.
LOVE 1994
I love unwrapping your paisley sensitivities—
Your quivering lips and tight curves
Astonishing me in the morning
More than dreams.
MORE LOVE 1994
Our voices meet and
Intertwine into warm
Songs of our listenings.
Our written words meet
And greet and delight and
Invite times of sharings.
Our smiles meet and
Wrap our lips around the
Sweet tongues of our reflectings.
MY SOFT AND GENTLE PEACH
For Cathy Annette
Caring is the first feeling that comes to mind
As I think of my West Virginia peach…
The way she laughs and giggles
Has me wanting her smiles and wiggles
Yet closer to me than net and phone. . .
And I feel her epporvesant bubbles
Next to me, as if I was in a tub
Next to her, feeling her caring
Embrace enfolding me, exciting me,
Trembling my heart to want to
Taste each trickle of sweet nectar
Exuding from the softness of her heart.
NEW YEARS 1999
It is tomorrow already
Plus a second
Or two closer to the millennia
A few seconds past dawn
In the information age.
The paradigm is shifting
At a Moore’s law quantum
Max Rictor scale gallop
And we are saddled
And ready to ride
The ones and zeros
The seconds
And thirds
And fourths
Into the broadband width
Of unknown cosmic storms
With the threads
Of our conversation
Scattered on the foam
Of the waves that break
Across satellite shores
Like bolts of lightening
Parting the hair of Zeus
As he reigns in all directions
With his steed.
NOTE TO FUTURE SELF 12/31/1997
From ground
zero at Tranquility BaseRemember this day
This dream that you are
Having now
And realize your are living
It now
As well as now.
Be thankful.
Perseverance furthers.
ON FIRST MEETING JILL KATHLEEN ANDERSON
Jubilation greets me at every turn as
I meet a kindred spirit, ephemeral
Like a zephyr ringing a lake with smiles,
Like a comet tail glowing in black velvet space
Keeping my attention focused, joy greets me
At every turn, a heart as real as
The rising sun, a mind as real as
Heart, beating a tempo of truth.
Learning more with each
Encounter about where our spirits touch,
Each new tangent we explore brings
Nearer intersecting hearts.
Aphrodisiacally the mesh of your charms
Nullifies emptiness inside me and
Delivers new awakenings leading to visions of
Eternally awakenings in your arms
Reverberating emanations from the glow that
Surrounds you awakening knowings
On this premier corporal occasion at last
Now I know, at least, I love your smile.
ONCE AGAIN THE RAINS
Once again the rains come
With thunder and lightening
Durango Colorado
Morrow Bay California
Ahaucucho Peru
Then
Only thunder
And
The drip from needles overhead –
And one candle power
With the shadow of a pen dancing
Beneath the letters as they appear.
10/4/1994
ONE MORE ROUND
One week’s pay
In my pocket
Gotta remember
The rent
She ain’t been there
For three weeks—
Hell! I always got
My tent.
ONLY TEMPORARILY
My heart is bruised
And I’m confused
But only temporarily.
My heart is whole
And I’m in ecstasy
But only temporarily.
All things come
And all things go
But only temporarily.
All things change
And all things don’t
But only temporarily.
Sometimes the bomb goes off
Sometimes it don’t
But only temporarily.
I have the patience
I am only now
But only temporarily.
I’ve been behind
And I’ve been ahead
But only temporarily.
I’ve been inspired
And I’ve been dull
But only temporarily.
I’ve been blind
And I have seen
But only temporarily.
I’ve been sick
And I’ve been well
But only temporarily.
My heart has loved
And my heart is loved
That’s all I know
That isn’t temporarily.
PATIENCE PROGRESSIVE ACROSTIC
Patience, I’m not even sure how to spell it let alone practice it.
Practicing patience is a part of
All growing up.
Pacing the path of patience is an
Allegory for all that we must do as we
Tread the long path of life.
Piece by piece our priorities
Alter the terms of our growing
Toward fulfilling the terms of our
Individuality. Little by little our
Particular understandings of
Attention lead us on
Toward accomplishments that
Intimate our worth. In each moment
Eternity is contained.
Peace with our virtues and vices
Alleviate the pressures that
Try and tribulate our wholes.
In each of us a speed drives
Each moment toward merger with the
Next. Beginning steps on a
Path commit us to completion.
All paths may be abandoned if a
Truer path appears. No blame
Issues from a wise correction.
Each heart beats at a different speed.
Now is all ways the time of complete
Connection—but not for all.
Patience is the ability to incorporate
All connections with our
Time; to extend and relax our
Interpretation of the speed at which
Energy must proceed; to balance
Need with knowing. Each seed we
Carefully planned and tender growing
Ensures full harvest of the whole.
QUOTE FROM ME IN 1994
"To maintain integrity
In many different
Quantum realities
Is the true test
Of sanity."
QUOTE
"I just got to get drunk
once or twice in a while."
REAL ESTATE
Sun comes up
And sets.
Moon comes up
And sets.
Rain falls.
Sun shines.
Erratically. But cyclic.
Mind dawns.
Becomes self aware.
Seeks meaning.
Anything that furthers
Less suffering,
Furthers.
REVERSABLE POEM FOR RIKKI
Through your fingertips
Small magic parts of you revealed
Keep pulsing through me—
Like bubbles, enchanted fantasies
Rising, expanding, amplifying,
The heartbeat I feel
Through your fingertips
ROSY THE RIVETER
Passion, elusive mistress
Of our mind
We see you, try to catch you
But instead
You arrest us
Cuff us
To the bars of
Our insistence,
Set impossible bails
On the buckets that rivet
Us to our Rosies
And those rings
That clang
In the ears of our hulls.
SEASONS
The dry twisted grin
Of Fall
Laughs with winter teeth
Chewing the chiclets
Of Summer heat
Into the spittle of Spring.
SKY BUFFALO
An acrostic for Thunder Hoof
There was silence. There was sound—a
Heartbeat from afar.
Under your hooves beating, a heart
Nearing closer to my own.
Deep through the silence, silent
Echoes of knowing wander and
Reach, connecting full
Hearts learning to share all with the
Other like beating heart, with the
Other heart beneath the fine
Feathers of your galloping hooves.
TEN LINES
For Zoe Althaea
Zeus’ daughter responds to
Overt presentation; underlying conceptual
Equations balance creative links to distant
Aqua seas. Are blue eyes destined to
Look into similar pools
That reflect accumulation of
Heart beat propelling us toward
All keys to understanding why
Each of us is separate and
Always, in each other, discovering unity?
9/17/2000
THANKS FOR YOUR REPLY DENISE
I imagine the sparkle
In your deep warm
Brown eyes when
First you hear my voice;
I imagine drops of
Silver dew cling
To the roots of happiness
In the morning sun—
Awaiting the rising
Of the moon.
THANKSGIVING ACROSTIC
For my brother Ron
Hearts gather around a meal to celebrate
All that has granted happiness. Each
Person a part of a whole with many faces.
Peace with providence is the
Yeast that leavens contentment.
Thanks to the Providers of my breath and
Happiness. Their questions envision
Answers to the fulfillment of my dreams.
Never ending is the thanks I extend to family
Knowledge that is passed on to me. I
Sing with pride a song of thanks for the many
Gifts. All are enriched by each
Individual contribution of the heart.
Versatility of our talents leads each
Individual to a separate knowing.
Near to the heart of receiving is the spirit of
Giving. Thanks for all the days of my being.
TWELVE TIMES TWELVE LINES ABOUT TIME: A DOUBLE SESTINA
With each regular, predictable passing of the sun
We gather strength from the maw of that golden trumpet,
Power that enables us to conquer the fear of hunger,
Endurance that emboldens our heart for the hunt.
We measure the tongues that cry our number
By the good things done and said that we remember--tic
We learn by endless naming to divide
Until all the passion of our hearts are full.
We measure our worth by the ringing of the bell
As we ceaselessly continue in groups to gather
And choose to perpetually forget—tock
There will always be a waning of the moon.
Each circle more we make a louder trumpet
Strives us toward the root of our hunger;
Structures us to increase the intensity of the hunt.
There is a limited season and we know the number
We must leave and we must take and we must remember—tic
So there will be enough among all to divide.
Seldom empty and seldom full—
Students all, we answer the bell.
And the more of us who gather
The more of us that forget-tock
The rising and setting of the moon
The setting and rising of the sun.
Knowledge needed to quell the hunger
Knowledge of when to begin the hunt
Must be recorded by a number
As simple as breath to remember—tic
A construct by which we can divide
The space between empty and full
Yes, we need a bell!
Around about which all can gather
And all may learn not to forget—tock
The passing phases of the moon
The revolving journey of the sun—
A calendar will be our trumpet.
Pick a time. Call it first time. Time to hunt
Call time. Outta time. A fine time to engrave a finite number
A starting point that most alive remember—tic
A band aid on the wound that all of us divide.
Choose an event on birth that is full
Of apex and crux and that rings a bell,
And around that definition many will gather
And soon convince all who don’t remember to forget—tock
Erect edifices and monument to the moon
And enduring homages to passings of the sun.
Endgame is signaled by the call of the trumpet
Triumph that fills but does not satiate the hunger.
2
Carve on the stones, a record of the number
Since we choose to begin to remember—tic
The moment where now and then divide.
We return to where what is full
No matter how far away we heed the bell
That beckons blood to gather.
Before the recording of time leads us to forget—tock
The world records the first step of man on the moon
Cannot get strong enough to tread on the sun
Heed is the hardest call of the trumpet
That reminds us there was a time of hunger
That taught us again to hunt.
Words merge and measure that which we remember—tic
Words that from our selves our selves divide;
Midnight and noon make our songs full
Make us all slaves that answer the bell
That calls our collective mind to the gather
To begin again to acknowledged and forget—tock
To see the darkness and waxing and waning and full moon
To celebrate the rising of the setting sun
Words lull us to slumber and awaken us like the blast of a trumpet!
Works left behind; the measure of hunger
Words that motivate and dedicate truth of our hunger.
Words that will fix the permanence of our number.
Let each length of burning wick divide
The whole of life in full
Let us teach prayer time, ring a bell
That urges us around common belief to gather
Each movement of the burning of fires induces us to forget-tock
That forever we have seen the phases of the moon
That forever we have seen the setting of the sun
And since the first wick burned enforced the first dawn trumpet
Awakens us from the needs of hunger
Awakens us from the needs of the heart
Feeds us all in our increasing number
And trains us all to remember--tic
3
We love it when streams and lakes and reservoirs are full
When their depths lower, conservation rings a bell
When the floods recede we, with seed, gather
Our tears of famine we can not forget—tock
We stand stones carefully at passing of the moon
Build grand edifices to recall the wandering of the sun
Vanquished cold, returning warmth trumpet
The solution to gnawing of our hunger
By the same signs we know again the time of hunt
Melting snows and burning sand separate our number
But by the mark of a singing shell we remember-tic
If one is separated, we all divide.
Shape your metals into a bell
Ring it to signal the hour to gather
For purposes no one should forget—tock
Shape a wheel to mimic the passing moon
Shape a cycle to mimic the passing sun
Awake to the whistle, answer reveilles’ trumpet
Alleviate all thirst and hunger
With bellies filled by harvest of the hunt.
Choose an internal eternal, cast it into a number
Chip it into stone and steel and so all remember—tic
That, that which long did divide
Now makes all of us full.
About you the knowledge of antiquities gather
Remember to remember to forgive and forget—tock
Manners vary from noon to moon
Predictably (so far) there is a return of sun
And with it we arise as one, at the sound of dawn’s trumpet
Toward regular again rising stars leans our hunger.
Capture the most meat on the hunt.
The ancient humming heart beat of our number
Furrows our brow to cause us to remember—tic
That we were only one before the great divide
All of us were whole and all of us were full—
We helped all of us so all could answer the bell.
Bones to dust teach us to forget—tock
The blood in our veins is in cycle with the moon
Eyes open, mouths open, children of the sun
Pour breath and shift the trumpet
That blows release from hunger
None the less we’re going out to hunt
Because full belief increases our number
And the more of us there are, the more we remember--tic
The more fair is the shared divide
Until all of us are always full
And all of us labor to heed the bell
That joyously rings and beckons us to gather.
4
Breath counts the kaliyugas of the moon
Organizes organisms to record the passing of the sun
Priorities of work insure we answer the demand of the trumpet
All must remember, all must remember the hunger
And gather because of the bounty of the increased hunt;
All must remember not to forget to remember--tic
All must strive to lessen the divide
That keeps us from always being full
That keeps us chained to answering the bell.
Together we disperse and we gather
So the all we do not forget--tock.
Sun awakens each new morning trumpet
Hunger moves the heart to beat
Numbers of mouth to feed causes us to remember —tic
Divide until all have some though no one is full
Bells well answered assist as we gather
Forget—tock --not all the waxing and wanings of the moon .
UNTITLED
If it wasn’t for you
I’d have gone completely crazy.
It’s hard to believe
I took you seriously.
My lifelong dream
Is a by gone dream.
You weren’t
What you seemed.
You are only a whole
In the pocket of my dreams.
WASHINGTON SALUTE
Blue Pacific waves wash the western sands
Of Washington, breaking the stones and clay
Into islands and deep channeled waterways.
Open mouths of river speak the harvest
Of melting snows; sheaves of salmon, trout
And irrigated fields are gathered and gleaned
In a barn of rain.
Man following game, fleeing ice fields farther north,
Or lost mariners arriving a currents’ end,
It’s hard to say from where they came—Indians,
White men called them when he historied his discoveries.
Pioneers came by horse and foot, on ships around the horn,
Open mouths hungering for furs and gold and land
For freedom and adventure on the Washington frontier.
They spread through valleys and up the mountainsides,
Open mouths to the bounty of the land;
Planting strong seeds, growing vital generation
Of Washington pioneers, cutting
Trees for warmth in ocean fogs and winter snows,
Building houses and roads and arteries
To connect them to the heartbeat of the world.
Washington mountain peaks—open mouthed
Jewels on the ring of fire—their ancient stopped
Tongues tasting roots of apples and grain and
Feeding open mouths of deer and sheep
And cows, feeding milk and paper and wool
To the world from the clean pure air
Through with the eagles fly.
Washington rivers, arteries spanned and harnessed
For the fire of their flow; fissioning stones of
Mustang power in a shaky cage feeding
Open mouths prana of our industrial age:
Trout swimming crystal mountain streams,
Salmon returning to spawn the next
Generation at their place of birth.
Green and brown and blue Washington
Dry and hot and wet and cold and temperate,
An ever new adventure for young and old—
Open forest, rolling plateau and high rise needled space—
Washington State on blue Pacific’s shore, with
Open mouths, we salute your one hundredth year—
You’re a great place on planet earth to be.
August 12, 1987
YOU ARE FANTASY 1994
You are fantasy
Become reality
Your whispered
Wet dawn kisses
Shuddering my heart
Into an avalanche
Of desire.